Day Sixty-One

I’m in a real funk today.

I feel like I have a bunch of stuff I want to say and write about. But, I can’t really find the words, and for a writer, that’s really frustrating.

It’s not writer’s block though. It’s more like writer’s overwhelming thoughts, is that a thing? Mixed with a little writer’s hesitation.

I want to tell you guys about a terrible audition experience I had, but I’m still afraid to talk about. I want to write about the dates I went on, but I’m nervous about getting that personal. I want to talk about what’s next for my career, but it all seems so uncertain.

This is new territory for me. I’m usually pretty good at finding the words I want and need.

I think… I just can’t find the words to do this funk justice.

So, instead of searching for words or trying to organize the overwhelming amount of thoughts I have right now, I’m going to rest. I’m learning to rest my heart, so I might as well learn to rest my brain too, right?

It’s Friday, and it’s raining, so I think resting is a good place to start.

See you guys, next week.

-A